Because I won’t let you
Same way I’m not letting you see me these days
The last time you saw me was December 8th of 2021
It’s coming up on 2 years
You did a lot of things after we broke up that you said you couldn’t do with me
because your life was too busy and too chaotic
But I’ve realized you couldn’t see me
because you missed the forest for the trees
as much as you loved feeling my breeze
you got lost
and maybe you were lost all along
I don’t think I’ll ever know that
But I’m letting you go forever
And I hope we never see each other again
You viewed my TikTok profile at 8 o’clock on a Saturday night
i’m sorry you’re so busy you still have the time to gander my way out of a morbid curiosity
and thank god, my profile looks old
you don’t know that my hair color and length has changed
what my girlfriend looks like or her name
or that I’m leaving your fucking city for good
because I’m drowning, a lot like I was when we were together last
But this time,
This time
This time
I am letting you go
You vortex of utter destruction
Like a moth to a flame: That’s the boundary
The edges of me burn off the ends now
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