Thursday, August 5, 2021

Hallelujah, (New) Jersey

I am in a bit of an anxious, obsessive spiral, but this time feels very different. 

I am healing and letting go of old habitual patterns of thought, and my mind is trying to keep up. And it is. 

And here I sit in bed, pondering why I’ve ever held the weight of the world on my shoulders and been so hard on myself. 

I can and am letting go of all that hasn’t worked for me. And now it’s only me and me, and as scary as that feels sometimes, I am not alone, I am supported, I am safe, and I am capable. What a sweet truth to know now. 

I am capable. I am strong in ways that don’t always have to be resilient and avoidant. I am me. I kind of love that. 

Here’s to who I am becoming and creating myself to be. All power and glory and praise to me these days. Hallelujah.