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Friday, October 21, 2011

The False Self

The most complex simplicities occur in this life.
Since the Fall, I'll constantly be in search of the true me.
In light of eternity it will be but a flash of light.
Alas, the love I immortalized between man and woman will never fulfill me, though I still desire it. Should it present itself as a servant of the greatest Love, it is welcome here.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

I Am Here

*Cough. Cough.*
My God is real.
That is all.

I can hear You walking through the garden. Literally.

Monday, October 3, 2011

I See Dead Men Walking; I Can't Help But Prophesy

Prophetic declaration, do you see I feel?

All I Am is Worship to the Throne

Today, I can finally say I've felt just about every emotion I can at this moment in my life. I'm just letting them hit me like bricks, and I'm okay with that. The more I pretend they aren't there, the more I feel like I'm being stabbed in the chest. And now I'm angry. Raging livid. So rage, hit me. I'm standing right in front of the train. Hit me.
God, please use these emotions I'm feeling to bring glory to Your Kingdom, even if right now I'm mad. Let them be ministers to Your throne. I now understand what You're doing to me so for now, let me fume. Cause the steam will wash away the impurities in me.